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Ami “Child Of The Stars” ~ Internal Civilizations

Ami is a trilogy of books written by author-writer Enrique Barrios. This fascinating other-worldly saga rumored to be based on real life began with his first book “Ami, Child of the Stars” (1986), followed by “Ami Returns” (1987), and ending with “Ami 3: Internal Civilizations” (1997-1998). Barrios wrote these books in response to an experience he had in August 1985 and which he has never given details or answered questions about. It was suggested to him to write about it “as if it were a children’s story, a fantasy … otherwise they will think you are a liar or crazy.”

The first chapter of the third part begins here with a full pdf link below. First and second part can be found here.

MEETING AND DEPARTURE

“I could not believe it: finally Ami’s ship was appearing over the rocks on the beach on a night illuminated by stars. My soul was happy again. The wait had been very long, but now everything was back to being good in the Universe.

The beam of yellow light came on and I allowed myself to be lifted up until I arrived at the cosmic vehicle and entered the small reception room. I was only thinking about Vinka, my extraterrestrial girlfriend, my soul mate. We would be meeting each other after a sad separation. My heart was beating fast with joy.

-“Welcome aboard” – said a young stranger with a smile who appeared before me to receive me. That seemed very strange, because I expected to see Ami or Vinka.

-Ami could not come this time. Come on in, Pedro, let’s talk.

He was a small, slender man, much taller than I, who obviously belonged to the race of Vinka, the swamas. Like her he had pink hair, violet eyes and pointed ears on top.

-Is Vinka on board?- I asked before entering the command room.

-Yes, here. Go this way to see her.

I sighed relieved and happy, then I entered. There was this magical view, at the back of the room.

Vinka looked splendid. My breast kindled with affection and my smile sprouted sparks of light. But … she did not look at me sympathetically but coldly. She neither showed the least intention to come to me nor showed any joy at the reunion, only observed me from afar. She did not even greet me! I began to feel a kind of anguish. The young man walked towards her and she gave him a simple smile that was all honey. . .To him yes and to me no! Later, he stopped next to her, turned towards me, took my eternal companion by the shoulder and with a cruel look of triumph said “There was an error. Soul mates of different worlds do not exist. We come from the planet Kia, you are an earthling; therefore, she is not your soul mate but mine.” And proceeded to give her an endless lip kiss and meanwhile Vinka caressed his neck and scratched his back with passion…

I felt that I was being torn apart inside and wanted to cry, but I couldn’t do anything, I was paralyzed. Vinka had left me for another boy, a big one, a man already, about 17 or 18 years old, that’s how girls like them, and not a dwarf of less than twelve, like me.

In that moment I heard some blows.

-Pedro.

With a strong pain in my heart and in my soul, I opened my eyes. I was in my room of the beach house.

“Ah. . .it was that nightmare again”. . . I said to myself, thanking inwardly my grandma for having woken me up, and I started feeling much serene.

-It is time to get up. I have to go to my Yoga class and someone has to be awake here.

-Yes, grandma, I am coming.

-Afterwards, I have to attend a client at noon, so I am going to be a little late for lunch. Can you switch off the oven at 12? There is a potato cake inside. I will handle the rest of it when I am back.

-Yes, grandma, no problem.

-See you Pedrito. Take care.

Yes, that was the state of my soul, pessimistic and impatient during that time of waiting. As the days passed without any news of Ami or Vinka, the same frightful nightmare was terrifying me much more frequently. But it was just that: a bad dream, luckily. . .

My grandma was having a “rejuvenation attack”. She was doing yoga, taking vitamins, she dressed more youthful and restarted her old office. I did not know if she was a hairdresser, a cosmologist or something like that. She was spending much less time at home, taking advantage of working in a spa and visiting people. This allowed us to have more resources so we could rent the beach house throughout the summer.

When we arrived, I was thinking that Ami and his spaceship would return in the early days of the season, but I spent almost two useless months waiting amongst the rocks where we had met on the last two occasions. Already the holidays were ending, soon we would return to the city and still nothing. . . That sad waiting converted my summer into something depressing, endless, eternal.

Everyday I would go to the rocks at the beach and watch the sky for hours, until very late in the evening with the desire to see a flying object. Each moving light in the sky made me jump with a hope in my heart, but it always turned out to be a disappointing satellite, a stupid meteorite or a miserable plane, and not Ami’s ship, the only means to bring me closer to Vinka.

Vinka. . .how I wanted to see her again. . .she had settled so deep inside me, that it felt that we had been united through eternity, although we met only some months ago and had been together for less than a day, but it was enough. An irresistible attraction was unleashed within us. And just a few hours later we came to comprehend that our souls were two halves of the same being: we were soul mates. For this reason the separation affected me much, and I felt she felt the same, and remembered her every day. From that moment I saw her the first time, from then on, I was always thinking of her, or with the sensation of her presence within me at every moment, until I realised that this was going to be like this forever, and I liked it, I felt more alive, more complete and happier; although she was not beside me, she was with me in some other way. Certainly, because we were joined by Love, and thanks to Ami I realised that this was the major force of the entire Universe. In this way I learned that Love is not just a beautiful feeling, no; it is much more that that.

After Ami’s visit, a new God existed for me. I believe that even many atheists would agree with my new decision of the inventor of the cosmos, which is the same as they have in more advanced places of the Universe; from them I received it.

I know that God has always been so and will be so, but our way of seeing it has changed with the passage of time, with our own evolution. In the beginning, people thought that the creator was a stone or the lightning or the Sun. Later we learned that is was not exactly that. And every time we conceive of a higher form, it is as if it transforms into a new God, this was exactly what happened to me.

Before Ami, God was a vengeful, vigilant, rigid, severe punisher and wrathful. Well, that’s the idea that some people made me think to scare me, and books paint more or less the same picture. Due to all this, I had much fear when I was a child. But then I discovered that if I did not think of Him, I did feel bad and I felt it more convenient to doubt his existence. . . But now, for me it is a kindly and radiant “Ever present Intelligent Being” that directs the universe. Of Him I learned, thanks to the friend who came from the stars to visit me in his ship: Ami; he made me know the Love God.”

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